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The Gospel of Thomas Sayings 14–27: Judgment, Fire, and Inner Alchemy
A deep dive into inner conflict, sacred union, rebirth, and the fire that transforms the soul.

If the first thirteen sayings of the Gospel of Thomas crack open the door to inner awakening, these next verses throw you into the fire.
Here, Jesus doesn’t play nice. He talks about judgment, inner conflict, multidimensional reality, and spiritual war. He speaks not just in metaphors, but in soul codes—revealing what happens when your inner house is divided, when the five archetypes within you (masculine, feminine, wounded parts, inner child) start battling for control.
This isn’t theology. It’s initiation. Every verse points to the chaos you’ll face when you choose the real path: the death of who you were, the rebirth of who you are, and the gritty, beautiful integration of the masculine and feminine inside you.
This section of the gospel is less about comfort and more about confrontation. It’s a mirror. If you’re ready to see, it will change you.
(14)
Jesus said to them:
(1)”If you fast, you will bring forth sin for yourselves.(2) And if you pray, you will be condemned.(3) And if you give alms, you will do harm to your spirits.(4) And if you go into any land and wander from place to place, (and) if they take you in,(then) eat what they will set before you. Heal the sick among them!(5) For what goes into your mouth will not defile you. Rather, what comes out of your mouth will defile you.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This one shocks people because it sounds like Jesus is dissing prayer, fasting, and charity. He’s not. He’s confronting spiritual performance. The real sin is judgment… yours or someone else’s. If you fast to look holy, pray to earn points with the sky, or give to charity from ego, your spirit contracts. And people will judge you no matter what you do. So drop the performance. Live from your heart.
The second part goes deeper: it’s not what enters your body that stains you, but what you speak into the world. When your inner child is unhealed, or your masculine and feminine are split, your words get reactive. Your projections leak. Sacred union changes that. When your Holy Trinity is intact… a mature inner child, divine masculine, divine feminine, you can be in the chaos of the world without being ruled by it. But your words still hold power. So wield them wisely.
(15)
Jesus says:
“When you see one who was not born of woman, fall on your face (and) worship him. That one is your Father.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
At first glance, this sounds bizarre. Everyone is born of woman. But this is a mystical statement. He’s pointing to a state of being—rebirth. The “one not born of woman” is someone who’s passed through death of the ego and returned. Someone who’s alchemised themselves so fully, they’re no longer just human, they’re divine remembrance in human form.
This is the real Father—not a man in the sky, but the sacred masculine healed and re-integrated. Someone who’s cleared enough of their inner distortion that they can midwife others through the fire. It’s not about worshipping someone else. It’s about recognising what’s possible when you fully surrender to your soul’s evolution. That’s worthy of reverence.
(16)
Jesus says:
(1) “Perhaps people think that I have come to cast peace upon the earth.(2) But they do not know that I have come to cast dissension upon the earth: fire, sword, war.(3) For there will be five in one house: there will be three against two and two against three, father against son and son against father.(4) And they will stand as solitary ones.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This is brutal honesty. Awakening is not peaceful at first—it’s violent, disruptive, unsettling. He’s not talking about external war. He’s talking about the inner war. The parts of you at odds. The ego’s addiction to comfort versus the soul’s call to truth. The wounded masculine fighting the divine feminine. The inner child caught in the middle. The “house” is you.
The five? They’re the archetypes inside your psyche: divine masculine, divine feminine, wounded masculine, wounded feminine, and inner child. At first, they clash. They scream. They collapse. But eventually, they come into harmony. The war leads to peace—but only if you’re brave enough to stay through the fire. That’s the conflict he came to awaken.
(17)
Jesus says:
“I will give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has not occurred to the human mind.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This is a promise. If you do the work, you’ll touch something utterly beyond comprehension. Not in your mind. Not in your senses. But in the deepest part of your soul. This isn’t metaphor. It’s experiential. The mystics knew it. Now it’s returning to those willing to go all the way in.
When you unify the masculine and feminine within, and the inner child is no longer abandoned, you enter a state beyond imagination. You become a vessel for revelation. And what flows through you can’t be taught in books. It arrives in dreams, symbols, sensations. Something eternal awakens and uses your body as a bridge.
(18)
(1) The disciples said to Jesus: “Tell us how our end will be.”(2) Jesus said: “Have you already discovered the beginning that you are now asking about the end? For where the beginning is, there the end will be too.(3) Blessed is he who will stand at the beginning. And he will know the end, and he will not taste death.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
Everyone wants to know the end. What’s coming? What’s next? But Jesus flips the question. If you haven’t understood your beginning—your soul’s origin, your core essence—then you’re not ready for the end. This path isn’t linear. It spirals. Beginning and end are the same doorway. And most have never stepped through either.
To stand at the beginning is to come home to yourself. To realise you’ve always been walking with God, but forgot where you started. When you touch that point, you stop fearing death… not because you deny it, but because you remember who you were before you were born. The one who knows their soul is never in a rush to escape life. They embody it.
(19) Jesus says:
(1)“Blessed is he who was, before he came into being.(2) If you become disciples of mine (and) listen to my words, these stones will serve you.(3) For you have five trees in Paradise that do not change during summer (and) winter, and their leaves do not fall.(4) Whoever comes to know them will not taste death.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This saying is poetic, mysterious, and deeply alchemical. To come into being before coming into being is to awaken to your soul’s timelessness. You’re not just this body. You’re not just your name. You were encoded with memory and mission before you ever touched this Earth. Remembering that is the blessing.
Then he speaks of five trees—unchanging, eternal. These could be the five archetypes again: divine masculine, divine feminine, inner child, and their healed expressions. They might also represent elemental or dimensional truths. The point is this: paradise isn’t elsewhere. It’s encoded in your being. And when you start living from your eternal identity, even the stones… the dense parts of life… begin to respond to you.
(20)
(1) The disciples said to Jesus: “Tell us whom the kingdom of heaven is like!” (2) He said to them: “It is like a mustard seed. (3) <It> is the smallest of all seeds. (4) But when it falls on cultivated soil, it produces a large branch (and) becomes shelter for the birds of the sky.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
The seed is small, humble. The kingdom doesn’t start with fanfare. It starts with a whisper. A moment of stillness. A crack in the pattern. But that seed carries the blueprint of everything. If the soil is ready… meaning your body, your life, your heart… it can root deep. And what grows from it isn’t just for you. It becomes shelter for others.
This is how soul work spreads. Quietly. Subtly. You do the inner gardening. You show up in your relationships differently. You stop abandoning yourself. And over time, you become a safe space for others to remember who they are too. That’s how heaven manifests on earth. Not through ideology… but through embodied roots.
(21)
(1) Mary said to Jesus: “Whom are your disciples like?” (2) He said: “They are like servants who are entrusted with a field that is not theirs. (3) When the owners of the field arrive, they will say: ‘Let us have our field.’ (4) (But) they are naked in their presence so as to let them have it, (and thus) to give them their field.” (5) “That is why I say: When the master of the house learns that the thief is about to come, he will be on guard before he comes (and) will not let him break into his house, his domain, to carry away his possessions. (6) (But) you, be on guard against the world! (7) Gird your loins with great strength, so that the robbers will not find a way to get to you.” (8) “For the necessities for which you wait (with longing) will be found. (9) There ought to be a wise person among you! (10) When the fruit was ripe, he came quickly with his sickle in his hand, (and) he harvested it. (11) Whoever has ears to hear should hear.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This is a layered parable about sovereignty. Most people live in borrowed identities, fields that aren’t theirs. Social roles, inherited beliefs, cultural scripts. Eventually, the system comes to collect. And if you’re not awake, you’ll give everything away… your power, your voice, your body… without a fight.
Jesus is urging spiritual vigilance. Not fear, but awareness. Don’t let thieves… be they governments, narratives, energies… rob your essence. Arm yourself with strength. Not force, but presence. And when the fruit is ready, when your awakening has ripened, act. Speak. Harvest. This is a call to embodied action, not spiritual bypassing.
(22)
(1) Jesus saw infants being suckled. 2) He said to his disciples: “These little ones being suckled are like those who enter the kingdom.” (3) They said to him: “Then will we enter the kingdom as little ones?” (4) Jesus said to them: “When you make the two into one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside and the above like the below — (5) that is, to make the male and the female into a single one, so that the male will not be male and the female will not be female —( 6) and when you make eyes instead of an eye and a hand instead of a hand and a foot instead of a foot, an image instead of an image, (7) then you will enter [the kingdom].”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This is one of the clearest teachings on sacred union in the entire gospel. The path to the kingdom isn’t about becoming naive… it’s about returning to innocence after knowing complexity. You integrate the split… masculine and feminine, body and soul, above and below… and become whole again.
This is the essence of inner alchemy. When the war inside ends, you become like a child again… not in ignorance, but in presence. The eyes open, the heart softens. And from there, everything becomes divine. Not in theory, but in lived reality. The two become one. The wound becomes the womb. And life becomes the kingdom.
(23)
Jesus says:
(1) “I will choose you, one from a thousand and two from ten thousand.(2) And they will stand as a single one.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This is about spiritual rarity. The path of inner union isn’t for the masses. Most won’t walk it. Most don’t want the fire. But for those who do, something rare happens. The many parts of you… the fragmented psyche… reconsolidate. You stop living as a divided self. You stand as one.
That’s the true initiation. You don’t get picked because you’re special. You get picked because you kept walking. You chose truth over safety. Love over projection. Integrity over performance. That’s what makes you “the one.” And once you stand in that frequency, life bends around you differently.
(24)
(1) His disciples said: “Show us the place where you are, because it is necessary for us to seek it.(2) He said to them: “Whoever has ears should hear!(3) Light exists inside a person of light, and he shines on the whole world. If he does not shine, there is darkness.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
Stop looking out there. The light isn’t on a mountain or in a temple. It’s in you. But only if you’ve activated it. If your inner flame is lit, it naturally illuminates your world. If it’s out, everything feels shadowed—even in the brightest places.
The key isn’t to chase light. It’s to become it. Tend your fire. Face your pain. Heal your split. And the light will start leaking out of you without effort. That’s the invitation. Not spiritual escapism, but radiance rooted in truth.
(25)
Jesus says:
(1) “Love your brother like your life!(2) Protect him like the apple of your eye!”
Stephen’s Reflection:
True love isn’t sentimental. It’s sacred. Loving another like your own soul means recognising their divinity, even when they forget it. It means protecting their essence, not enabling their patterns. It’s fierce compassion. It’s not coddling. It’s honouring.
And the eye metaphor? That’s no accident. Your vision depends on what you protect. If you let resentment cloud your love, you go blind. Love clear. Love clean. Protect the truth between you like it’s your sight, because in many ways, it is.
(26)
Jesus says:
(1) “You see the splinter that is in your brother’s eye, but you do not see the beam that is in your (own) eye.(2) When you remove the beam from your (own) eye, then you will see clearly (enough) to remove the splinter from your brother’s eye.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
Projection is the ego’s favourite trick. It’s usually easy to spot dysfunction in others. It’s much harder to see the root of your own problems, or see what you can’t see. But Jesus is saying: stop. Look inward. Clean your own lens before trying to fix anyone else.
This isn’t about perfection. It’s about ownership. When you stop blaming, start introspecting, and clear your distortions, your vision sharpens. You stop reacting and start responding. And suddenly, helping others becomes an act of love, not superiority.
(27)
(1) “If you do not abstain from the world, you will not find the kingdom.(2) If you do not make the Sabbath into a Sabbath, you will not see the Father.”
Stephen’s Reflection:
This is a call to sacred pause. To fast from the world doesn’t mean starvation.. it means unplugging. Disengaging from noise, culture, tech, and ego loops long enough to remember who you are. It’s a detox for the soul.
The Sabbath isn’t about a calendar day. It’s about rhythm. Rest. Reverence. Without it, you forget the sacred. Your system gets scrambled. Your centre vanishes. But when you carve out space quiet, stillness, nature… you return. You start hearing again. And the kingdom becomes visible, not as an idea, but as a state of being.
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